Studying has been rather unproductive for me. I spend my days dancing and dancing and dancing.
There's an upcoming dance competition, Dance Works 2009. Its on the 7th March (Saturday) at Plaza Sing. As for the timing wise. i think its around 2pm. Well, this explains me dancing every day. It got a lil bad that i was bed-ridden one day. It was the day after the filming for Police and Thief. And i'm not sure if i'm going to watch myself on TV, think i'd look ridiculously stupid dancing.

Been trying my best to study whenever i can( but definitely not now) i dont seem to feel stress. and this is not good! As the chinese saying goes ," last minute hug buddah's leg" ahahha... my direct translation from the chinese saying. i would usually kiss and hug and clean buddah's leg. I know it wont work for me this time round. so i'm practically on my own.

And i've been having this strange feeling recently, its bugging me to give everything up. Dance, Relationship, studies. I dont know why, but i just dont feel like myself lately. And yes.. i know.. i think its PMS.And it didnt help that i had that dream 2 days ago that made me so emo. Sometimes, its not that we dont want to let go of the past. Its the memories of the past that we have that kills us and even though we're supposed to hold on to the sweet memories and move on. Holding on to those memories WONT allow you to move on because you'll be living in the memories. And your mind would want to travel back to the past. So tell me HOW on earth can you move on? Beats me. Dont get me wrong. I'm not trying to compare relationships here . Just saying that there are some memories that you just cant hold on to because it breaks you but you cant forget them because they are memories. The only way i can think of, that makes you erase the memories is to get involved in an accident and you suffering from head concussion. That will definitely wipe ALL your memories away. Its just like buying a new thumb drive.
Sighs, how i wished i have a boyfriend who would sweep me off my feet and makes me fall in love over and over and over again. Someone who gives me new excitement. well... its just a wish. Dont we all have wishes too? AGAIN! Dont get me wrong, i love my boyfriend. But everyone's different. We dont get to date our dream guy/girl. Then again, even if you do, you might not be happy too because you just dont feel for him as much as you thought you would.
So yea, i'm just blogging my thoughts, FYI, i tend to think ALOT. I'm not putting my boyfriend down or what-so-ever. So dont get the wrong idea.

My mood at this current is PERFECTLY NORMAL... AS normal as this.!


and i realised i'm image conscious. err.. i dont quite like my 2 front teeth. makes me look like a rabbit. honestly, i hate it.
But i think its retarded to spend a thousand bucks or two just to put braces for me 2 front teeth right?
oh well... i'm still trying to deal with it.


And after spending 15 mins on blogging, i realised i dont know where this entry is leading to. There's no conclusion for this. well.. This is my Random Thinking. =)

oh and before i forget. Left 4 dead is AWESOMEEEEEEE !! i'm addicted to it!! woohoo!!
=)



And here is the details for my dance competition.
Do come down and support SIM-Dreamwerkz okie?

DANCE WORKS'09
7TH MARCH 2009 (SATURDAY)
PLAZA SINGAPURA
2PM-5PM.



left her thoughts ♥ 11:05:00 AM

Human beings are complicated by nature and I wouldn't deny that.
You wouldn't believe my profession. But I have a strong passion for what I do.
I'm not a great dancer but dancing its one of my only burning passion in life that keeps me going. =)

A petite girl who loves to socialise and have tons of fun!
I'm patient but don't try to test the limits.
Well,as long as you are not a weirdo,you're most welcomed to join my social circle.
*cheerios!!